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i want to be beautiful. i want to fit into anything i put on. i… - Come find me under this frozen surface...

xxbemyescapexxMay. 5th, 2005 04:09 pm3 comments - Leave a commentPrevious Entry Share Next Entry


Date:September 28th, 2006 07:53 am (UTC)

height- 5'7" measurements- 33-22-33 weight- 90 & lower...

this is me. beautiful, enviable me. the physical therapy is oh, so sexy- that is, if i could keep a potential mate from gawking at my brilliant greying teeth and heaving,protruding ribcage long enough to show how i am almost *totally* out of my wheelchair! ...my muscles have atrophied due to lack of nourishment...but i'm hot, damn it! look at me! i'm lean and COVETED with an awesome greyishyellow tan and have the ever-sought after "sunk-eyed pre-pubescent boy with a visable heartbeat" look while i'm cruisin around in my wheelchair or the newest in handi-capable fashion wares. if it only weren't for all the sickness depression, balding, anxiety, heart/lung/bowel/uterine/muscle deterioration.and this fine layer of hair on my body (lango) has grown in order to conserve heat because i don't have a scrap of fat on my body.oh, and going to the doctor at least once a week and swallowing about 16-odd pills a day. but to hell with my "upkeep"- i hear all the boys want to fuck furry box kites this year. *VERY* hot right now. sorry i gotta go brush my the hair..... that i *do*have left....for now!